collective reading – 4.26.2020

It’s okay to feel the need to purge the last of the toxicity you have now. Take the time to ask yourself the hard questions and give the bitter answers. Saccharine dreams and superficial wishes don’t lead you to your soul’s desires. You need to see the dark along with the light so you can grasp the concept of shades of grey.

It’s your choice what you will tolerate and consume. If you’re feeling cold, what is it you’re consuming? If it’s too extreme on one end of the spectrum, or unclean, you shouldn’t be feeding it to your mind, body, or soul. Do you want to live your best life in alignment? If you’re feeling hopeless look for the signs. Look to what the stars and your gut says. If someone seems unappreciative of you, go cold on them, no one deserves to have to give unrequited energy.

Do what you’re comfortable with. If something feels unnatural or like it’s not for you change course towards the way you feel led to. You’re free to stroll. It’s your choice. The memories may run deep and may be confusing or overwhelming at times, but you have options. Live by the way of tree of knowledge, or live by the way of the tree of life. What fruits do you want to bear? Material abundance doesn’t mean the same to someone who feels satiated from spiritual bread.

Let go so you can level up, or stay stuck where you are. Forgive masculine for not being where you are. They will have to go through their journey just as you did. When you don’t accept the lessons and let go you don’t allow change and you idle out. You could quickly change things if you weren’t waiting on someone else’s permission to start. Their struggle isn’t yours. It’s okay to change your mind. Get to a place where you feel good and secure and can be confident no matter what’s happening externally.

Try to not lose sleep over an immature manipulator. Boundaries are key to implement right now. Stop feeding into things that aren’t making you happy! Keep to yourself more for now. Don’t stretch the drama out by playing victim or bringing it up constantly. Don’t speak, please stop explaining. Step back and see what they do. Is the return worth the risk? You don’t need to stay just because you gifted them your energy before. Everyone deserves a new start. You can help others not stay stuck in their patterns and how to cope through their symptoms.

If someone is unwilling to open up stop trying to reach them. If they don’t want to participate, reciprocate, or appreciate, then let God sort them out. Someone isn’t doing well. They’re missing the fun they used to have. They like to give attention but always feel alone. If people act shady or question your visions, then their care may be conditional. If they cared, they’d be consoling and supportive.

💠Bonafide Bloom💠

Like it’s all been an endurance test,

seeing how long I can consecutively be my best.

Down and out,

always on the wire,

they think they can fuckin’ snuff out my fire.

They hire those liars to try and put a collar on me,

they don’t want me free.

Soon they’ll see you can’t



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All my life I’ve struggled to free myself of all my adversities,

and with little – to – no help.

Struggle I did,

yeah the struggle was real.

I went too far,

shit got way too real.

Lived in fear,

I had to fight

to live every fuckin’

day of my life.

I loved real hard,

I worked too much,

I sacrificed my all,

and all for what?

To be alone?

To internally bleed?

To feel like my all was never enough

for anyone but me?

But then I began to realize,

through smokin’ weed and openin’ up all 3 of my eyes,

that’s the core purpose for you and I.

Be our all, and be all that we need,

look inside and not external,

can you feel and see the eternal inferno?

This ain’t DiGiorno,

this is deliverance

from your mental eternal to your eternal bliss.

All those trivial problems you can kiss goodbye.

No need to keep holding on and wasting another tear to cry.

Look to the sky,

that’s whats real.

When you’re feeling panicked and consumed with fear,

take a deep breathe,

close your 2 eyes,

give yourself affirmations,


you’ll see why.

Act as if, and actions will follow.

Soon you’ll see the promises are not hollow.

The truth really isn’t that hard of a pill to swallow,

the ego is just stubborn and never wants to follow.

We gotta find a balance, between you and me,

between us and we,

somewhere in the middle,

somewhere in between.

Meet me half way,

in the night or the day,

clear skies or rain,

let me wrack your uncharted brain.

We’ll get through the pain and can start fresh again.

Less sin,

more room for a heart in your tin.

I used to be “There”,

back when I didn’t care,

but once I had the epiphany about “Destiny”

and how”I am”and how now I see “what will be”

now that I’m “Here”,

and well my dear I’d like to be clear,

I may not tell you always what you want to hear,

but I’m just doing my best to help you heal and rest.

Pass the Test,

enjoy your Nest.

There’s always a reward after you’ve successfully completed a Quest.

This is my nutshell,

I present it to you.

Take the guidance and make it abundance for you too.

Experience may make a wonderful teacher,

but are you here to waste time

or are you here to be a


If you want the strategy here’s the guide,

it ain’t cheating if you’re not hacking the code to get ahead,

your efforts you’re not hiding.

Inside you’ll find where you can confide.

That’s where you can bloom,

that’s how you become bonafide.