End of August to Beginning of September 2018 Tarotscope All Elements


You can’t expect others to give you what you want if you don’t even know that yourself. You may quit something that others would view as sad or hard to let go of but you actually wanted this because you want to focus elsewhere. Someone feels better off due to nothing being shown for the time invested and feeling like all the arguing is due to someone offering things to someone outside of the union. They’re not going to do anything though because they feel like you should be the one who comes out and says what ever it is that you need to say. You can’t make offers when you’re not stable. You can’t progress in life much if you’re not stable and you know you’ve been partaking in something toxic and/or addictive that confuses your judgement and rationalization skills. Everyone else can’t always be the enemy. Look at what you are giving your power to. Find the confidence, strength, and compassion to offer the world your Best Self once again. You deserve happiness too, karma can be cleared. Now is the time to be a balanced new you.


You could be really happy but you choose to be a way that makes this other person suffer from major anxiety instead. You don’t properly show them security and affection. Someone is going to feel left out or leave if they keep feeling like you’re incapable of being committed and being emotional or have the ability to atleast self reflect. This doesn’t make for a happy home and they are tired of dealing with the bullshit. You have been known to be manipulative and sneaky, when two people tried to say something they got cut out for it, and nothing can seem to stick long in your life. Who’s fault is that? You are anxious because you think you are better off on your own but the right thing to do in this situation is not go out and spend your time and money with others but better spent on yourself and closest ones to you, putting down some bad habits, and investing more into your personal interests and relationships. When has lying ever worked for you long term? Or made you happy? Maybe you only feel this way because you’re too busy comparing things or people you shouldn’t be. You know in your heart that with a little more love and support you can see that would allow the other person to bloom fully into them self through what they have with you in the relationship. Offer them no manipulation, no anxiety, and alot of happiness, and you know it’ll turn out better than you had wished for. Be open with your feelings and take the lesson with the blessing and go forward with healing and then you can grow and be stronger.


You can have more options, stop giving so much to someone who doesn’t place you first in their life. The truth is deep down you know this investment hasn’t been fulfilling but you can turn the situation around 180 if you stop caring about what others say and think about what you do. You’re happy going “nowhere” but others may view you negatively for that but that’s because they’re insecure within themselves not being able to feel validated and secure at a contentment level border-lining “mediocre” in society’s standards. You want a renewal in your life with something or someone that you’re passionate about and a commitment you are coming out about how you feel about them. Someone maybe doesn’t want to fight about how they don’t feel you’re really there for them the same because they think it’s them just being insecure. They are doing what they can to deal with all that you’ve put them through, because you were selfish and not balanced. Now you are and you want to do what’s right. Things are alot happier when you boost their confidence. If you’re really paranoid, make sure you’re not under some influence. Also make sure you’re not being too idle because that can create bad manifestation as well.


This is what you’ve been wishing for. Just gotta work a little bit longer at it. If you need to be a little more reserved to feel better just explain why you are doing so. Recently you said how you felt about a situation and things have been adjusting around your preferences. You have what you’ve been hoping for but haven’t been able to feel the success of reaching this point yet. You can’t see it but out of nowhere you’re going to be receiving something good that’ll make you happier. You are so upset over what’s happened that you haven’t stopped to see all the inner work this other person has been doing. You’re beyond ripe for creating something huge and wonderful. You’re anxious and can’t sleep because you feel ugly, tainted, and worthless. You have to know and remember you are radiantly attractive, abundant, creative, caring, and you got this. You don’t see yet how much blessing is waiting for you in this union. You are strong it’s okay to be vulnerable and happy at the same time. You are caring more about what selfish miserable people have said and think you deserve shit and for someone who doesn’t put up with other people’s bullshit that’s some bullshit right there telling yourself that. So quit creating drama and unhappiness if you want to feel content. In the past they may not have offered much but that’s changing now, so get ready. There was something you set out to do before but things happened which made it become another burden for you to carry. Especially when you are remembering when others would tell you your life has been hard because that’s what you’ve deserved. You deserve to be happy and if a relationship isn’t doing it for you you’re not going not stay stuck. You don’t need to be controlled while they’re doing whatever they want. Take back your power and regain balance. You’ll be happy alone if they can’t get right because that’s not at all what you wanted when you got with them and there’s no second chances if they don’t try to make it up right away. It’s not worth it to be treated that way. Something may make you want to explode but it may be better to just get out for a bit. Understand others may not see you for who you really are but they do try to be fair and give you your independence but also try to care for you at the same time. It might look questionable or shady to others, but who really cares its about you and them at the end of the day.


End of August 2018 Tarotscope

Some of these may not resonate with everyone. Take what works and apply it to your situation. They’re general readings. Thank you




You want to move away quickly from the things you know aren’t benefiting you. The only way to stop feeling the way you do is leave or quickly offer your love to this person because what you’ve been doing to them is unfair and will never workout if you always are creating drama due to another person knocking you off balance. In the past you maybe lied and were manipulative, didn’t want to commit, and keeping other choices around. They are guarded now that they’re building themselves back up and in a relationship they moved on because they want commitment that’s something you wouldn’t do for them. You pouting over nothing coming from this is you being immature and playing victim. Time to move on. The more you try to do this the more anxious you’ll be. There’s nothing left there and trying to make a fool of them publicly will not do anything to help you, especially if you were hoping for some help. Making people out to be your enemy and making yourself feel victimized and defeated is blocking you in life and creating unnecessary havoc. You’d be much happier moving forward and going at it alone. You need your strength and focus on yourself getting better. It may not seem good at first but break this addiction and you will see. You can only blame your perception on whether “the world is yours” vs. “I’m stuck and can’t do anything about it.” Choose to let it go or have the universe rip it away in a way you surely won’t get it back.


You’re entirely way into your own head. Anxious over all scenarios. They are happy with you. Just because they do not always accept your offers doesn’t mean they don’t want to be with you. They feel weak if they are not withholding their own independence. You want a refreshment in your life and relationship and that’ll happen when you help keep them in a confident and balanced state by showing off your commitment to them. You’re lying to yourself if you feel like people are trying or expect you to stay trapped at home. That’s a third party or an addiction trying to tell you that. Offer it to the one who’s been there for you even when you know they didn’t need to put up with it. The quicker you shape up the better because they aren’t afraid to leave it all behind. You’re letting go of some burdens you had and focusing on being you and making the decision to live correctly which will take alot of stress off of you. You can’t see the damage this will do if you continue to do the things you know are not beneficial for you. Time for a new slate where even if it hurts you’re not putting up with the lies or manipulation. You can have it all as along as you let them be them and don’t try to manipulate or control them. Nothing good is going to come from acting how you are when you’re trying to order them around so quit being stubborn and closed off or you’re going to lose your chance with this. This is everything you’ve wanted so be strong and stop fighting with them. Go after the things you like stop worrying about others, you’re causing most of your own stress.


You did this to yourself. You’re your own worst enemy. You do these things because you’re immature not because anything happened to cause and excuse you to behave like this so be strong and really account yourself and make the changes you see and feel you need. Things would turn around for you if you’d just do the right thing. You don’t see that if you don’t properly close this cycle out then you’re going to have a bad time because you aren’t thinking ahead to when people find out about you and the unhappiness you’ve caused if you go through with this. There’s no happy relationship here. You leave people behind, hide away with your unstable emotions, and live life defensively. Anxiety every night is sure to be a success here, folks! If you’re not offering them money they don’t want to hear it. Stop investing in something that’s breaking your heart.


So rigid. So tense. This relationship is healing you though. It’s teaching you to accept your worth and to understand that everything you went through has earned you your happiness today. Enjoy it. Stay put and adjust things to how you would prefer it without asking for permission and guilt. It’s better than just quitting or dipping out without trying, right? You may just end up getting what you want and being happy without having to leave. It’s okay to want to take things slow to make sure no manipulation is going on against you. You can’t move past certain issues because you aren’t putting your energy to better uses and don’t feel a sense of security because you spend too much time thinking rather than doing. By chance you could be really happy if you offer something from what seemed like nothing. You’ll be happier when you can leave the mindset of having to care about how you seem or look to others. The drama and things people say don’t matter at the end of the day. What matters is how you handle it. Let down the burden of caring about what negative people have to say and instead focus on what opportunities in the world are being offered to you by just you being you. Take a step in a direction that’s meant for you by having the courage to do the things you’ve always wanted to do despite how others may have made you feel about it before. If you can find things to get you out of your shell and confident in yourself then alot of your codependency issues will start to fade. Do it and start watching the results come in. Offer your energy to what emotionally stabilizes you. The truth is this person loves you so stop being immature. Be healthy. Be happy. Think positive.

Day 182.5 <3

I walked to the market,
spur of the moment I wanted to go to the bar for a coffee.
“Maybe some kahlua?” that’s all I was really concerned about, actually.
As I looked upwards from my feet
a guy in a bright green jacket was walking across the street.

I thought maybe he was looking at me,
my brain scoffed in reply.

I sat down and ordered my drink while staring off into space, thinking
“This is the only place around to walk to that I feel is safe, and if not atleast I have my wrench and mace.”

About half hour to fourty five minutes go by.
I wave down my bartender and ask her for my check and start to say good bye.
“It’s already paid for, you can just go”
I’m confused and my defenses are up and I’m ready to blow.
“Really? From who?” I ask with a subtle attitude.
She points down to my left, it’s the bright green jacket dude.

I tell him thank you, and he starts to talk,
I’m on my snapchat.
He asks for my snapchat.
How am I supposed to clap back?

“Haha, funny enough, I’m on that right now”
I say without trying to sound disappointed or frown.
Not because I am not interested in this guy,
he’s pretty frickin cute,
but because I know how I am and I know what I’ve been through.
I know what I do, I know what I’ve seen,
I know the things that cannot be erased from my own memory.

I give him my username, add him right back.
Now he’s trying to ask me where do I live at.
Doesn’t he know that that’s kind of intrusive?
Hell what does it matter, you’ve been through worse.
Do you really think that you are cursed?

I tell him where I currently reside.
He asks if I need a ride?
I tell him thanks but no, I got somewhere else to go.
He asks if I want him to pick me up and then take me
I know it’s not smart based on the past, or want to waste his time, my faults he cannot yet see.

So disappointedly I leave and to the store I go,
grab my items melancholily,
“fuck, why did I have to say no?”
I walk home, quietly thinking.
Wondering how soon till this ship will be sinking.

I get home and inform him of my job, my issues, and how sometimes I struggle to stay strong.
I hold my breath and wait for him to say “No thanks, I’ll be moving along.”
To my surprise he instead invited me over.
“This is a trap, it must be” the paranoia now has me sober.
The next day he came over and picked me up.
Back to his house to meet his roommates and do my laundry.
Seems like things are moving right along.
Really fast.
“Who is she and what is she doing here?” someone asks.

I agree. What am I doing here? I barely know this guy, I feel like a burden.
He assures me it’s fine, cooks dinner for me. Things are going well, then everything goes dark suddenly.

He yells and is frustrated, one of his roommates isn’t sure why?
I try to ease him with impromptu.
“Hey! It’s good! It’s romantic, let’s light a candle it’s fine.”

After we ate, we got in the hot tub.
Watched leaves and pinecones fall from the windstorm blowing up above.
Part of me is unsure why I’m here allowing myself to do this, the other part of me has some kind of unknown knowing,
that you’re going to be okay, this is a hit not a miss.

We both know how the rest of the next few weeks went,
fast forward a couple months,
half a year infact.
We’re still growing together, despite my frequent lack of tact.

You’re always there for me,
even when I think you won’t be.
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop,
I know I probably am worried for nothing, but I’m not sure how to stop.
Still you assure me, that I can do no wrong,
that we’ll still be together a year from now,
that we are going strong.
That time with you showing me how much you love me every day,
that you’re loyal to me,
and your love isn’t going to fade,
that these will be the things that’s going to make our relationship made.

You see a potential in me, that no one else has pointed out.
You have a belief in my recovery, when even professionals have noted their own doubts.

I’m glad we met, and now I see
divine timing is what brought me to you,
and you to me.

I wanna believe you with all that I have.
Like when you tell me you’re not going anywhere,
and that my heart isn’t something I need to hide.

I hope writing this doesn’t some how jinx us.
Deep down and when it counts I think you’re someone I can trust.

I love you so much and I hope I show you more every day how grateful I am that you came my way.

August 2018 Mid Month Tarotscope All Elements

Some of these may not resonate with everyone. Take what works and apply it to your situation. They’re general readings. Thank you 🙂



You feel stuck but are forgetting that you also are greedy and don’t want to commit but want to have your cake and eat it too. How’s that working out for you? It’d work out better for you if you’d just become grateful of what you currently have without comparing it to you r past or others now. You think it’s passion but all it really is is a way to screw yourself. You think you owe something to someone and you need to realize it’s an issue you’ve not resolved telling you that, not that it’s the truth. You will be more successful to be your own boss instead of bossing around others. You are stuck till you learn your lesson.


You can see how much better it is without drama and unnecessary bullshit in your life now. You feel confused at times about a situation or person because you’re not used to this personality but that’s because they are good on their own and they don’t need to deal with it. Try to make your offers without being immature it will work much better for you. You feel happy but might worry if it’s fake. The person who you really need to question isn’t the person who’s been right all along it’s the fraudulent party and yourself. They’re the ones who left you out in the cold and tried to manipulate your partner. Leave what didn’t work in the past and continue forward because you’ve won! You also are getting out of your own way and committing to something and dropping your guard so you can stop worrying if it’ll have all been for a waste or not investing into it.


Congrats! You had options! Feel lucky? You don’t want this couple happy and are wanting to offer money if they break up. You not quitting your bad habits is what is becoming a huge burden to yourself and those around you. All you do is lie. You pretend like you will offer someone the world and you are just unfair at the end of the day. You wish you could go back to the past and have stopped this somehow but the issue is they already saw it coming from a mile away. You can’t offer anything when you can’t decide if you even want to talk to these people or not. Is having fun more important to you than the investments you’ve put effort into? What you think was a granted wish might just have been someone trying to control you and live off of your successes. Stay alert and be happy with yourself regardless if that relationship is working out for you or not.


Some peole dindn’t want you to succeed or be around because it was a problem for them, not that you are a problem. You were feeling not so hot but you’re coming out of feeling broke and unstable and things will be turning around for you because of your hopeful efforts and faith. Forget what you -were- about and -were- working on. What makes you feel happy now? Don’t let naysayers affect you and your decisions. Don’t worry about all the “what if’s?” in your life anymore. You are beautiful and a smart person and have the ability to control your emotions and improve your life. It’s immature at this point to not do that. Whatever is bothering you and conflicting you so much, find a way to make it a positive. When you’re in charge of yourself and you have mastered your emotions you have a commanding power that cannot be argued with easily. Take charge of your own happiness. It’s taking alot out of you to trust that there’s a commitment and support for you here, but you have to also realize your sense of judgement may be affected to a degree due to a disorder or past trauma. You will be much more at peace and successful if you stop trying to always argue with people who -want- to offer you something. That’s a huge indication of your low self worth issues. Put yourself out there and find the support you need or create that space for yourself. You don’t need to be or do anything extra than be who you are authentically to be deserving of a happy life. To think anything different is a negative thought your mind’s anxiety is trying to create to distract you from progressing further past it. It’s not fair to you or your partner to keep letting those thoughts control you. It’s time for a new life, because the one you were in was not making you happy. Realize you’re not a bad person, and you are worth looking towards the future and be able to make commitments to your dreams without feeling like you’re bullshitting yourself about it. What you wish for is -right- there, if you could just stop griping about what didn’t work in your past before to realize you can use all of your blessings to get what you want and that that’s okay! It’s better to be the real you vs manipulating others always. Sometimes, it’s for the best of everyone around! You might even find out that you’re not that bad after all, despite what those in the past may have had you believing.

Tarotscope for Beginning of June 2018



These are general tarot readings for each element and are not personal, therefore, some of the messages may or may not resonate. Please take what does, and leave behind what isn’t meant for you 





Manipulation and deception is causing you issues in the community and/or at work. You are moving slowly towards something that you know will bring you happiness. The reason things are going slow is because you are wasting time and energy on trying to get across to someone who isn’t trying to hear you out. You are keeping yourself in a mental prison by doing this. They want you to stop trying to create conflict and move on to better things in life. Trying to offer them something half assed isn’t the way to do things and the advice is do things for yourself to be successful, not benefit from others’ success. You blame others for your instability and lack of success when they were the ones who were grounded and wanting to help. You trying to offer anything is you trying to stay stuck in a karmic cycle instead of closing it out but what’s in the past is in the past and you would be less anxious if you’d accept that there is nothing left, the damage is done, they have moved on. Put this energy towards yourself and dealing with your relationship blockages and healing yourself. You will be happy in a relationship when you can learn to be happy and strong within yourself first. You will repeat this till you learn the lesson.



It’s hard to have hope of healthy relationships when you’re used to only negative things you want to make this person happy and prove you’re not manipulative and offer a healthy relationship. You need the strength to make a choice over what you’re used to vs what you will make your dreams come true. Hold onto who and what’s important to you. You weren’t able to provide like you wanted to for this person but you want to offer them a clean slate where they have more options and less anxiety over this issue. Some people think you’re acting standoffish but you’re doing what you feel is right and walking away from things that weren’t good for you because you saw that it wouldn’t lead to the happy life you wanted with someone else. This person is trapped in their thoughts. They may feel guilty for being happy with their choices due to someone cruel in their past and/or worrying they’re making you feel this way. Someone may have done you wrong in the past with business but this person you are helping will surprise you with help achieving success in your life. Don’t underestimate them because of how rough times affected them.



You can quickly make a decision to get out of a commitment by saying you want to start focusing on saving money and working more. You foresee being happier being independent as not being able to do as much is putting you at a disadvantage because it feels like this person is using you for money. In the past you were able to control things easier by pretending you were hurt but the truth is you just don’t like to follow rules. You’re not going to pursue a new beginning because you feel better off without. It’s been a burden to keep hoping it’ll be worth the effort and you feel you’d be less anxious offering this energy to yourself instead. You really feel like your energy is better spent elsewhere. Neither of you can be balanced if you’re indulging in things that make you over emotional. If the money spent becomes less and their respect becomes less than you know what they value more.



You’re slow because you think all your options suck and will be the same as before. You are being too broken over having to change your job/path. When you stop being in your own way feeling sorry for yourself you will realize that by being a strong motivator for your clients to achieve their own success you will succeed. Together. You are keeping yourself in the mentality that you can’t do this. This is what you’re supposed to do. Take the unhappy failed attempts in your life and put the effort into releasing yourself of the anxiety of it by sharing with the world how to stop what’s toxic and how to choose happiness and faith over lack of self worth and negativity. Things didn’t work before or move forward before so you could have a new beginning getting what you deserve once you let go of the past and stop conflict that’s arising from it. You can’t see anything moving forward because you think you are supposed to have it all yourself or you’re screwed. You’re stuck in a back and forth cycle in your head. It’s a choice in perspective. Will you let what a bunch of losers say hold you back or will you choose to find the positive in every moment you can and build yourself and your support system up? Start by self care being your priority, and finding like minded people to be in your group who value the same things as you.

Mid-May 2018 Tarotscope


These are general tarot readings for each zodiac sign and are not personal, therefore, some of the messages may or may not resonate. Please take what does, and leave behind what isn’t meant for you. ❤




It’s bad judgement to think to get out of your anxiety that you’re not supposed to find someone new but instead go back to the old. Stick to yourself to be at an advantage. On your own you’re less anxious and more in control of your emotions. No drama, but you want to try to offer a new beginning anyways but there’d be no commitment with this person. They don’t want it. It’s not going to be fulfilling and you’ll be happier when you accept it is not worth the pain. There’s more options, and there’s nothing left to revive. Bad karma will come your way if you try to force the situation to go differently than the forces want. By not taking action to heal yourself and instead covering your wounds with vices you’ve left things for granted. You thought there were better things out there, just to turn around and be upset over the things you played a part in. In the past you would turn to this when you couldn’t make a decision but it isn’t helping you live your life the best way and leading you to a problem. You need a new beginning. You think you don’t have the strength or stability but you’ll be successful if you are disciplined and work hard. You stop feeling fucked over when you stop running and hiding from your mediocrity and offer what you’re really worth to the world.



Your vices cause you to feel like you’re lacking in life but you have the power to change that and start a new phase in your life. You may be experiencing mental issues or blockages but that doesn’t’ change the fact that this person is still not stable or always fair to you. Don’t accept an offer if you think for a second that a part of you in the future might wish that you made a different decision in this scenario. If future you could come back in time, would you still need proof before making a decision? Try to do well on your own and watch how quickly they get upset and stop offering you things. Good luck will come when you put your extra time and money into creative hobbies and less of your addictions. If you feel unstable, in your head, not abundant, then stop dealing with any relationships where they are just wanting drama. Focus on bettering yourself.



You need to get balance and focus on your work. Don’t talk to people who are manipulating you or trying to. You will be happy going within and caring for yourself before others. By not being dramatic and negative it makes manipulators show their true colors. If there’s a doubt in a union don’t kid yourself thinking it’ll get better. Success will not come to you if you keep repeating your mistakes. The fulfillment you are looking for is found inside of you.



You’re surprised to find that by not doing much with the outside world you’ve gotten better judgement on a partnership potential where before you felt there were better options. You’ve been quick to cut people off or get emotional when they try to give you constructive criticism but it would benefit you to listen. You’ve been in your head and keep yourself in that place but you already know that. You don’t want to fight or have to walk away from a union that currently fulfills you. Balance will come and make a happy home when addictions aren’t the priority. You’re feeling like you’re lacking and not as abundant as you’d like has messed with your emotions and you’ve been keeping it under wraps. You know it puts you at an advantage during the rough times in your home. You also know that’s the only energy that’ll move things forward. Realize you can transcend your pain into beauty, your mistakes can teach others. You can offer that and it’ll bring you balance. Go within, move past your ego and doubts, and ask yourself what brings you the most happiness? As long as you repeat past mistakes nothing will change for the better.



You’ve been in your head about a third option but went within and realized which one is a burden on you. Trying to avoid conflict is putting you at a disadvantage. You think you’re in control and that’s going to get you hurt. Get out of anxious nights by turning down the offers that you know won’t bring you a happy life. Your happiness is up to you making the right choices or not. Only you can control what you accept. You have the power to over come shortcomings in your commitments. Leaving behind anything that you know isn’t in your best interest will bring you success and happiness. Slow down, stop fighting, put effort and passion back into it. If you’re guarded you will stay stuck.



It’s taken strength to get here but you’re quickly seeing offers being presented to you for the hard work you’ve been putting in. You are feeling sorry for yourself and putting yourself in a lack of abundance mindset. Fix that by giving to others so you can see how much you can go without and still be comfortable. You’re moving past anything that brings you unhappiness. Changing into a new cycle after being done with unfair situations. It’s better to be happy on your own than trying to be happy with those who make you feel like you have to be guarded all the time. Turn down any offers when you know that person will just create issues later down the road for the partnership. You will be ecstatic if you take charge and go after what you thought wasn’t possible before in the past. Block anyone who tries to get in the way. You do not deserve that anxiety.



In the past you met someone who was emotional but owned it. Independent. Due to not sacrificing something though dishonesty is going on and a new beginning can’t happen. Thinking you can control this person will only put you at a disadvantage with them and get you blocked out. Only being open and balanced will bring the new beginning. Drama in the partnership will trigger their issues to thinking you rather have something else and you’ll abandon them. Put those burdens down by using your better discernment and protecting them from your own troubles. Your hard work is showing to pay off and the happiness is beaming out when presented with this offer. Offering commitment/partnership will create success for you. Happiness once you make the decision to make the offer. You don’t have the funds to start your own path but that’s what you’re slowly moving towards. Stop worrying about your status in society.



It’s good judgement involved to end a partnership and go within yourself for temporary rest and isolation. Blocking out influences that want to pressure you. The truth is you don’t feel stable at the moment. A person is being entitled and burdensome causing you unhappiness. Be gracious and don’t make it dramatic. Slowly you realized this person tries to be manipulative. You want to move forward past what hasn’t worked out. Work, community, and partnerships all seem to be going well but you’re not completely content. You expect to get over this quickly but it’ll take patience, persistence, awareness, and facing your issues to get over it. Bad fortune comes when you don’t do enough quickly enough and think you have all the time in the world it’ll take for you to decide what you want to do. You’d do well to show more respect to others. You’ve decided to stick this out despite them continuously turning it down. Not feeling confident enough in yourself is causing your issues.



Immaturity may have caused someone to not feel as powerful or confident as they once did due to some unfavorable event. You get really happy when independence and financial security is evident for you and someone you’re involved with. Work has been benefiting for you the more you don’t argue or participate in drama. Things may be moving slow for you at the moment but that’s to eliminate future problems and get out of where you are unhappy at now. Options may seem great but it’s keeping you stuck without ending something and leveling up. To make them feel better though you may have to take one for the team and pay for their way to move forward. You get rid of burdens when you decide to go after what you want. Go forward not offering your emotions as it’ll help you get through it easier. In the past you may have thought something wouldn’t have offered you what it did but by staying in and not focusing on much else you’ve gained wealth enough you feel a little more balanced. Your enemy is your addictions. All that hard work and money needs to go to your new beginning not that which keeps you bound. Commit to doing what makes you a Boss.



Worrying too much about others and how to please them instead of yourself is creating the lack of success feeling. Be you. What they said before doesn’t and won’t ever matter unless you choose to let it matter. Alot of trauma and unfair situations have caused mental wounds and cause you to be guarded. Patience and faith will help you. You’re in your head about an offer you’ve been receiving. You’re going to be extremely happy once justice and karma pay you, putting you in a powerful position. You have good intuition and moving past issues you had with being argumentative, because you realize it’s saboteur behavior. You’re more than happy to walk away from someone who lies and manipulates. They can offer money and commitment but there’s no benefiting new beginnings as long as they are bent on staying manipulative and stuck in their old ways. Stare too hard and long wondering why you aren’t as pleased as you expected to be by now and you might lose the things you’re taking for granted. Slow down, focus on offering yourself the best you can without excuses. You can go out without participating in things you don’t like or know are toxic for you. By good judgement and not being dramatic you’ll be offered money for your position in charge which in the past you didn’t think would happen. You haven’t been as profitable as you’d maybe preferred but that cycle is ending. You become happy after not focusing on a relationship before looking to the things you can do to bring yourself balance and confidence. You haven’t felt very abundant or confident but something will happen to end your anxious thoughts and bring you happiness, after a trip or some forward movement happens. The objective is to work towards better communication and less arguing.



A new beginning wasn’t moving forward with a partner because someone was trying too hard to be a player and be unfair and controlling. You are either being let go from something or letting them go. It’ll cause you to feel stuck, anxious, guarded, argumentative, and like you’re not progressing. To be free of guilt you need to be happy with that person in your past moving on and doing well, or atleast accept it. Do not try to manipulate this person with money because they’re not having it. They are happy without you. This was imbalanced because someone was being greedy. They are moving on to something that fulfills them.




Until someone can get balance within their abandonment feelings, insecurities, and past regrets, no new offers will ensue. Your addictions are a burden on you and you should better invest the money into yourself. You can’t see a new beginning without drama because you get petty and caught up in it. This person is beautiful, abundant, and successful, and wants to succeed. They don’t want to deal with situations or people who make them feel like they have to be guarded. Worry about yourself, not what this other person is doing. They’re tired of the lying, the manipulation, the illegal activities, and are just unhappy so they are declining the offer. Someone is paying too much attention to other options anyways and wasting their time.