Like it’s all been an endurance test,
seeing how long I can consecutively be my best.
Down and out,
always on the wire,
they think they can fuckin’ snuff out my fire.
They hire those liars to try and put a collar on me,
they don’t want me free.
Soon they’ll see you can’t
All my life I’ve struggled to free myself of all my adversities,
and with little – to – no help.
Struggle I did,
yeah the struggle was real.
I went too far,
shit got way too real.
Lived in fear,
I had to fight
to live every fuckin’
day of my life.
I loved real hard,
I worked too much,
I sacrificed my all,
and all for what?
To be alone?
To internally bleed?
To feel like my all was never enough
for anyone but me?
But then I began to realize,
through smokin’ weed and openin’ up all 3 of my eyes,
that’s the core purpose for you and I.
Be our all, and be all that we need,
look inside and not external,
can you feel and see the eternal inferno?
This ain’t DiGiorno,
this is deliverance
from your mental eternal to your eternal bliss.
All those trivial problems you can kiss goodbye.
No need to keep holding on and wasting another tear to cry.
Look to the sky,
that’s whats real.
When you’re feeling panicked and consumed with fear,
take a deep breathe,
close your 2 eyes,
give yourself affirmations,
you’ll see why.
Act as if, and actions will follow.
Soon you’ll see the promises are not hollow.
The truth really isn’t that hard of a pill to swallow,
the ego is just stubborn and never wants to follow.
We gotta find a balance, between you and me,
between us and we,
somewhere in the middle,
somewhere in between.
Meet me half way,
in the night or the day,
clear skies or rain,
let me wrack your uncharted brain.
We’ll get through the pain and can start fresh again.
more room for a heart in your tin.
I used to be “There”,
back when I didn’t care,
but once I had the epiphany about “Destiny”
and how”I am”and how now I see “what will be”
now that I’m “Here”,
and well my dear I’d like to be clear,
I may not tell you always what you want to hear,
but I’m just doing my best to help you heal and rest.
Pass the Test,
enjoy your Nest.
There’s always a reward after you’ve successfully completed a Quest.
This is my nutshell,
I present it to you.
Take the guidance and make it abundance for you too.
Experience may make a wonderful teacher,
but are you here to waste time
or are you here to be a
If you want the strategy here’s the guide,
it ain’t cheating if you’re not hacking the code to get ahead,
your efforts you’re not hiding.
Inside you’ll find where you can confide.
That’s where you can bloom,
that’s how you become bonafide.
It’s important to do what feels natural for you right now. This may mean what seems like a conflicting stance on something currently happening may be something that’s required soon. Have faith things will work out. You’re in full control of how you choose to feel. Make your choices and watch the good things flow to you.
Whatever was unfair will be made right. Be open about how you feel so you can process it and move forward. When you get control of your feelings you’ll be at an advantage with those who aren’t. You can’t take care of anything else if you’re in your head and not taking care of yourself first.
These circumstances show you what you truly value. Don’t continue the things that aren’t reciprocal to you. It’s showing you where you’re being drained from. Invest in yourself and let those who get upset by it go. If they were really trying to keep you around they’d offer better incentives and attitude and stick to it. Not still be on the same bullshit. Focus on yourself, not the controlling, manipulative, and weak people who can’t treat you correctly. You’ve stressed yourself out long enough in regards to this situation in which you were treated as less than.
You’re getting balanced and going after what you want for yourself. You will quit blaming yourself when you realize they don’t care like you do because of their own unresolved issues, which they project on you. You want it all or nothing at all. When you’re strong and resilient, you get rewarded for passing the test.
Find your happy place. If you’re worried, cast them into a prayer. The universe is waiting for you to have faith again. When you go internal instead of focusing on the external, things change tremendously. What was once a strain becomes something welcomed.
Honey vs. Vinegar. Signs are everywhere of inevitable change. Don’t fall for the tricks. Meditate. Love yourself. Make the changes you’ve been ignoring. Stop limiting and confining yourself to anyone else’s expectations of you. They don’t know you like you know you, and you’ve outgrown it.
You have a right to be angry that you were held back unnecessarily, but don’t focus on staying in that energy because it will block you from your deserved abundance. Learn the lessons and let it go. Stop revisiting the things you already know. See it for the toxicity it was and purge it out.
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