All Elements Readings – End of Sept to Beginning of Oct 2019






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Channeled Spiritual Message – October 6 2019

The magic and the will comes from the God within. Always with you and always waiting to grant wishes. It takes your faith in it and your action to roll with the changes offered to you and you to change direction of your course when it’s off. The key to your freedom and to things working out lie within you. Do not doubt the life you came in with or the family or what your roots are. Do not wonder why things are “hard” or why they are the way they are. It’s for a reason, it’s something your God established before your life for you. The tests are how well you can take something painful and irritating and make it into something beautiful. Don’t let the world tame you. Be the free spirit you are. Avoid the dramatics in regards to it. You are who you are and that’s all there is to it. Walk away from the energies that make you feel lower than your peace state. Everything that’s led you up to your current point is for you and anything else that may or may not happen in the future is going to be for you. Have the faith it’s going to all work out.

Know that the truth comes out eventually and if you have been “wasting” your time it’s going to end up for a reason anyways along with learned lessons. You will feel justified if you know that you are doing right by yourself and trusting the universe to assist you in the process of reaching your goals. Stop arguing and walk away from anything that’s not benefiting or reciprocating you. Doesn’t matter who or what it is, but especially if it’s someone who hides who they truly are. Don’t worry, be happy, the bad things will leave and create space for better things later on. Sometimes things aren’t as bad as they seem in our head, and truly it’s just not right for us but we create reasons to put the blame on others rather than being honest about our own dissatisfaction with how things are. We want to be seen as good and we put our efforts in so we don’t want to give up, but sometimes things change or you realize new found desires. That doesn’t make you a bad person. Maybe you realize you’re better when on your own.

Either way it’s not wrong to speak your truth. You’re strong and capable despite what others may view you as, commit to yourself and your happiness for once in life. Do you and this is what’s going to quickly move things forward in the way you want. Confidence is key. Someone may try to sabotage your things, it’s up to you if you will let that sway you or not. It doesn’t matter what others think, as long as you know the truth that’s all that matters. Your work in regards to helping others is realistic and a fresh perspective for them. It’s okay if you don’t charge, that’s not why you’re doing it. On your journey you have found that seeking self satisfying things often just leads you to having to serve people more to keep up. You may have a conversation about how to deal with things at home in a relationship to make it better and healthier. You know if they don’t get the message it’s not up to you to make them understand it and implement it and you will be able to deal with it accordingly then. It’s not that you are up to good or bad simply tired of being disappointed, despite it maybe making you sad currently to do what you need to do about it. Doing a “favor” isn’t helping if they hold it over your head, threaten to take it away, and manipulate situations with that as collateral. Can they help you when you are low on money? Can they commit to you? Can they be loving in life and in death?

Maybe the person you are looking for is actually within you, and not someone else. Maybe the person you are to commit life long to is your God, who never leaves you hopeless. All choices and decisions reflect you and the God you serve. Past, present, future, you could always count on you and your higher self being there. Even when you had no where to go, you know you could go within and feel at peace. When you let go of what was you allow what can be. Be accepting, be trusting, be in balance of your emotions, and you have no worries. Make them work for your attention and energy. Make them be worth it. Stay high and don’t lower yourself. Make them raise to meet you. It’s not cold you just are done hiding your worth and value. You’re quickly moving away from people who can’t appreciate what you bring. You’re pretty picture perfect, so sometimes the only thing people can do to bring you down is project their tainted thoughts onto you. Stop caring. Stick to your guns. You don’t need anyone but yourself. Everything else is extra. If it’s not helping you it’s draining you. Walk from what’s not serving you. It’s okay to feel how you do, but find the meaning behind it all underneath the emotion. Grow from that lesson. Understand there’s a reason for it. Forget about needing to make sense of things. Just take what you can from it and let the rest go. Then let go even more. Then find a way to see it with compassion.

7.29.2019 – 3 – create the new you now

The new “you” you would like to be more gentle with others.

It’s not boring to take care of yourself and those closest to you. Your base beliefs may need evaluated.

Need to fulfill your own wishes and fix insecurities. need to make confidence a part of self. feeling bad about not having sex together, a friendship with someone needs to end. Let go of concerns about what others think. Stop holding onto old ways of living, being, behaving from others, they are holding you back. do not worry about if they are embarassed or angry, they are irrelevant. let it go. let them go.

Stop relying on others. Be strong and be selfless to your higher self (if you can’t claim being “selfish”)

You know how to be savvy and patient to get what you want, using all resources to your benefit in acquiring what you want.

Stop caring about what others think about how you go about your life and the way you get things you need and want. You are a person of good judgement and moral character, you do what you need to do to take care of yourself and those closest to you.

Don’t harm yourself to please others. You don’t have to be obedient to people who you know aren’t good to you or doing what they need to do in return for your efforts.

Trying to get out of negative cycles and transition into a different state to escape it.

The worst that can happen if found out doesn’t even matter, because those people are not going to get you where you need to be, YOU ARE.

Legacy Over Everything

How do I want to leave people feeling when they are done interacting with me or my essence?
Do I want them to feel the way others have made me felt?

I have been trying to make up for things I shouldn’t have had to apologize for, but for things they should’ve been making up to me.

I have repeatedly tried and been repeatedly rejected.

It’s protection.

It hurts to try more when I know it will not change.

I do not need to do this anymore.

I can focus my energy and thoughts on those who will appreciate it and use it.
Not those who don’t deserve me and never did.

It hurts because I know they will come back to try to use me,
it’s okay, because like they kept forgetting and rejecting me, I will tell them you had your chances, no more. Remember, you disowned me. You repeatedly shunned me. Therefore now that time is up for you to redeem yourself you have made your choice over and over and while I will spare you my wrath and show you grace and mercy I will not give you what you want.

I’ve been solo and I’ll stay that way if it means not settling for bullshit that’s less than what I deserve or hurting me. No it’s not others’ responsibility for my emotions but it is someone’s expectation when in a close relationship with me that if we are to be together and building anything towards a future goal you need to equally reciprocate and if you can’t or won’t I will not tolerate it I will move on.

11 years to apologize for who I was and the choices I made when I was not doing anything wrong. Just wrong to those who didn’t want me to have my own power.
Flipping the Script.

Thank you for treating me like shit. Thank you for hurting me, neglecting me, rejecting me, abusing me, pushing me away, and disowning me. Thank you for over and over showing me how I don’t need to be assosciated with people like you. Thank you for showing me what not to be like, and what to look out for. Thank you for making me a master at dealing with energies like you so I can help others. Thank you for letting me infiltrate your minds so I can learn what makes you tick and then start my operation of annihilating any traces of you and your diseased kind in this journey of mine in this world.

Thank you for showing me how much I can love, and how much of a good person I can be if I choose to. Thank you for teaching me how to have grace and patience, how to be stoic, how to block energy off. Thank you for underestimating me so I could prove you wrong.

Thanks for always letting me know how much I was not enough for you and how I never will be, now I am great at everything I do.

Thanks for always dismissing my concerns and worries, I now can tolerate so much if I need to. I’m very strong now.

Thanks for always reminding me when you speak of how far I’ve come along and how I was right for not letting you hold me back.

RAVE ON

you said you hated my face

you said my food looked like shit,

but i could already tell from your personality if those things were true your mouth would’ve already quit.

days came to pass,

your moods always different.

some pleasant and sweet,

some short with sass,

never the less you were heaven – sent.

we related with alot, more than I could with most.

you wondered why I was so hard on you during work,

and afterwards more gentle and maternal, letting some things coast.

in you I saw a younger me,

back a bit ago when I started being a moody teen.

who was different and all my life verified that,

I usually felt alone, and like no one really had my back.

We shared contact info and I let you know

anytime your mom can’t be around and you don’t wanna be alone, Im a call or text away and with me is always somewhere you can call a second home.

need food? let’s eat

something dirty? come do some laundry.

want a ride home instead of a walk?

you never really accepted my offers, but you started to smile more around me, and hugs were now offered!

when you heard about my ex, you told me you’ll kill him,

when I quit my job and had to leave, there already was some grief.

I’m glad we kept in touch and grew our friendship more.

even after you found out about my past and job you still never called me a whore.

you were always there to talk with me, about the philosophical sides to this reality.

and how we are labeled as strange and abnormal, when we’re the ones aware of what’s surrounding “the Formal”

you’re not the first of one of my close friends to die, but it still hits me hard every time.

seems like some fucked up kind of joke, that the ones who can see the real me always disappear and go ghost.

but it is what it is,

I know you’re moving on and to you i toast,

Rayvon, you’re an incredible being, and your warm greeting and hug is one of the things I’m looking forward to the most.

till then I’ll send you good vibes when I see your signs, and make sure you’re there waiting for me when I catch up with you on the flipside!

xoxo