Mid-November 2018 Guidance Message

This is a collective intuitive channeled message and tarot energy reading. Take what resonates for you and apply as it fits in your life. 


You’re attached to being codependent to an arrogant lying asshole who tries to control your life. You can come out of that as soon as you decide you’re done limiting yourself. Be fair. If someone can’t afford to do something don’t ask them to anyways just to appease you. If one person is doing better than the other you don’t need to hide it from the other but you don’t need to gloat about it either. Someone is trying to be there for you but you’re turning it down to offer your energy to feeling brokenhearted. Get a grip. Turn to creating something or getting spiritual to deal with your stress. You  need to be in control of your own life if you don’t want to be mind fucked. Stop mourning things that can’t be changed. You can do better. If you’re trying to have a new beginning, don’t let some sleazeball come in and try to screw that up for you. You’re the one who’s keeping you stuck. Be still. Detach. What would you want to do with your life if you had no worries? Ah, there it is. You don’t even believe that would ever be possible. You can be happy though and you know what it starts with? It starts with you. You divorcing the lies you’ve told yourself and others and marrying the truth…everything you’ve gone through, done, given, every heart break and loss, they have been the moments that formed and made you into who you are as a person today. You have a big block in relationships due to the fact you take others’ words and actions as a personal reflection of you when it’s actually a reflection of them. You need to know that not feeling enough, the feeling of being stuck, the drama, feeling hopeless, deserving of an unhappy home, it’s all motivated by the devil. You have to be fair and good to yourself and protect yourself from that kind of energy. Be committed to a new good vibe beginning, only dealing with things and people that allow you to grow and be in your zone. Your peace isn’t worth compromising for someone else’s entertainment or lack of dealing with their own problems.


First Week of November 2018 Guidance Message

This is a collective intuitive channeled message and tarot energy reading. Take what resonates for you and apply as it fits in your life. 


You go through the hard times so you can appreciate them when they’re good. You struggle so later you’re better prepared when it really matters for you or for someone else you come across. Speaking of someone else, you can learn lessons from them if you can hear them out about their experiences rather than you having to go through it yourself first. Everything happens for a reason. It’s not about where you been or where you are but where you’re going. Look back then till now, see how far you’ve come? Now imagine the changes that are before you if you act now. If things haven’t changed much, then this is your wake up call too. It’s your perception how you take things. Think about alternative ways to respond to people rather than react. This will be a good first step into seeing changes you would prefer. When you’re getting close to giving up hope, or when things finally work out for you, lean on your faith and thank the lord for what you have been blessed with. An awareness to how your primal energy is being used may be needed at this time. Refrain from excessive pleasure of the body to strengthen the spirituality in you. Use that energy to progress yourself forward. If anything is of superficial nature or a substitution for a real thing, that will drain you. You need a beneficial reciprocation in anything for it to be a good and healthy bond. If not, you are depleting and cheating yourself and your partner if you have one of good life force that can be used to create progression in your life. There are more productive things to use that energy for, like manifesting what you want in your life. “Once a ________ always a ________” statements like this aren’t true. People can change for the better. Yes, even yourself. Commitment is here if you’d just stop trying to relive the past over and over long enough to see that they’ve been there waiting for you. You’ll get news of an unfortunate event but will be compensated for it. This has been a long time coming. Even if it doesn’t feel right be sure to stay where you’re at for this time. This will bring in the new offer if you’re silent and still there. It’s not that you want to go, but you are tired of feeling mistreatment and misunderstood. You deserve more and expect more and the truth is you can have whatever you want so why should you put up with it? You’re getting over the fact that they seem unhappy with you no matter what you do and you’re over it because you can get that anywhere. Do not join in the negative mindset. It’s a sad story but your life has been hard enough without all this in it. Those times in your life are over. Now it’s about doing things right. Committing to yourself and your faith remembering you will always be protected and the blessing is waiting for you to let go of what isn’t good for you so it can be gifted to you. If something upsetting from the past returns handle it with a wiser stand point than before. You have everything on your side waiting for you to allow yourself to move forward in your life. You know internally what to do in those moments of peace and silence. Listen.

Mid October 2018 Tarotscope

Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. You have a full natal chart, and energies can be switched. Apply it how it fits for you. This is a general, not personal reading. 




You will get what you desire but first you must lay down the chasing of people who serve no purpose other than being a warm body to you. Focus on your dreams and don’t worry about the money because whatever you want from your heart you will get. You were investing in a commitment and the tables have turned and now you do whatever you shall please. Don’t expect them to stay though. Wait… you thought you could have your cake and eat everything else too? No. You can only have yours. Not keep yours and nibble here and there on other things. You know that’s not right. Be honest about the lack of morality that mindset is. You wanted things to go this way and were going to be happy about it before so really sit there and think about what it is you even want. Realize already you’re not balanced enough to know. Focus on the positive things in life. People walked out on you because of your treatment towards them and behavior. It’s not fair and they don’t deserve it. You know that’s not how you treat someone you love. If you want someone else, be honest about it. If you can’t then they need to be let go.



Drinking and drugs never help emotions. If you’re tired of feeling stuck do other things to feel good that aren’t drinking. You should give it a shot and try really hard at recovering from that before you decide to just throw a relationship with someone away. If you’re cheating on them or cheating them out of something that they need then that’s not fair. Fix what feels wrong, right your wrongs, and only do wrongs now when it comes to the things that make you feel trapped. Do what makes you happy and stop giving it to things and people that don’t. With power comes great responsibility. Don’t do it if you can’t submit yourself to the judgement when you’re out of line. Only committing to what’s right will fix the past. Slow down with drama if you want more success. Come out of the victim role. You know what’s manipulating you. You know that ruins your esteem. Get it under control.



This person views your retrieval of efforts as you giving it to somebody else. They think you want to go have fun with other people while you want them to “work on them self”. Your inability to be stable is putting this relationship on a halt. You think vices are more important than something you’ve always wanted? They aren’t going to keep being there for you if you keep adding to their burdens. Invest in a new beginning where you are independent but not unfair and secretive about things. All that contributes to the situation is chaos. You don’t feel good about something because of things that you or someone else did wrong in the past and how others reacted to it. They don’t live your life and they don’t know what it’s like for you. They can’t tell you anything you don’t already know before. Keep to yourself and what feels good to you and you’ll see the good that returns for doing that.



Don’t sabotage yourself. If you’re feeling victimized you can neutralize it. Pull back and regroup yourself when you feel unstable. Give yourself happiness to get you back to your advantage point. You’re turning down offers that don’t feel good to you even if you can’t decide if that’s the best decision or not. Things are going good but feel stagnant because you still haven’t found ways to keep yourself happy on a consistent basis. Step 1, walk away from drama. Focus on your crafts. Offer your time and effort to yourself if they’re telling you they can’t be there for you like they said they could. They want to use their money on vices. Their lying ins’t going to keep getting slid past you. You want to feel good about the situation and like you can trust them, not like you can’t. They’re going to come out and say how they feel about this. No more efforts to what feels bad to you now. Be happy being independent. Don’t listen to others when it comes to your own creations. Everyone loves someone who doesn’t give up on them self. If they don’t love you for that, they’re a dream crusher, and they gotta go.

Mid-May 2018 Tarotscope


These are general tarot readings for each zodiac sign and are not personal, therefore, some of the messages may or may not resonate. Please take what does, and leave behind what isn’t meant for you. ❤




It’s bad judgement to think to get out of your anxiety that you’re not supposed to find someone new but instead go back to the old. Stick to yourself to be at an advantage. On your own you’re less anxious and more in control of your emotions. No drama, but you want to try to offer a new beginning anyways but there’d be no commitment with this person. They don’t want it. It’s not going to be fulfilling and you’ll be happier when you accept it is not worth the pain. There’s more options, and there’s nothing left to revive. Bad karma will come your way if you try to force the situation to go differently than the forces want. By not taking action to heal yourself and instead covering your wounds with vices you’ve left things for granted. You thought there were better things out there, just to turn around and be upset over the things you played a part in. In the past you would turn to this when you couldn’t make a decision but it isn’t helping you live your life the best way and leading you to a problem. You need a new beginning. You think you don’t have the strength or stability but you’ll be successful if you are disciplined and work hard. You stop feeling fucked over when you stop running and hiding from your mediocrity and offer what you’re really worth to the world.



Your vices cause you to feel like you’re lacking in life but you have the power to change that and start a new phase in your life. You may be experiencing mental issues or blockages but that doesn’t’ change the fact that this person is still not stable or always fair to you. Don’t accept an offer if you think for a second that a part of you in the future might wish that you made a different decision in this scenario. If future you could come back in time, would you still need proof before making a decision? Try to do well on your own and watch how quickly they get upset and stop offering you things. Good luck will come when you put your extra time and money into creative hobbies and less of your addictions. If you feel unstable, in your head, not abundant, then stop dealing with any relationships where they are just wanting drama. Focus on bettering yourself.



You need to get balance and focus on your work. Don’t talk to people who are manipulating you or trying to. You will be happy going within and caring for yourself before others. By not being dramatic and negative it makes manipulators show their true colors. If there’s a doubt in a union don’t kid yourself thinking it’ll get better. Success will not come to you if you keep repeating your mistakes. The fulfillment you are looking for is found inside of you.



You’re surprised to find that by not doing much with the outside world you’ve gotten better judgement on a partnership potential where before you felt there were better options. You’ve been quick to cut people off or get emotional when they try to give you constructive criticism but it would benefit you to listen. You’ve been in your head and keep yourself in that place but you already know that. You don’t want to fight or have to walk away from a union that currently fulfills you. Balance will come and make a happy home when addictions aren’t the priority. You’re feeling like you’re lacking and not as abundant as you’d like has messed with your emotions and you’ve been keeping it under wraps. You know it puts you at an advantage during the rough times in your home. You also know that’s the only energy that’ll move things forward. Realize you can transcend your pain into beauty, your mistakes can teach others. You can offer that and it’ll bring you balance. Go within, move past your ego and doubts, and ask yourself what brings you the most happiness? As long as you repeat past mistakes nothing will change for the better.



You’ve been in your head about a third option but went within and realized which one is a burden on you. Trying to avoid conflict is putting you at a disadvantage. You think you’re in control and that’s going to get you hurt. Get out of anxious nights by turning down the offers that you know won’t bring you a happy life. Your happiness is up to you making the right choices or not. Only you can control what you accept. You have the power to over come shortcomings in your commitments. Leaving behind anything that you know isn’t in your best interest will bring you success and happiness. Slow down, stop fighting, put effort and passion back into it. If you’re guarded you will stay stuck.



It’s taken strength to get here but you’re quickly seeing offers being presented to you for the hard work you’ve been putting in. You are feeling sorry for yourself and putting yourself in a lack of abundance mindset. Fix that by giving to others so you can see how much you can go without and still be comfortable. You’re moving past anything that brings you unhappiness. Changing into a new cycle after being done with unfair situations. It’s better to be happy on your own than trying to be happy with those who make you feel like you have to be guarded all the time. Turn down any offers when you know that person will just create issues later down the road for the partnership. You will be ecstatic if you take charge and go after what you thought wasn’t possible before in the past. Block anyone who tries to get in the way. You do not deserve that anxiety.



In the past you met someone who was emotional but owned it. Independent. Due to not sacrificing something though dishonesty is going on and a new beginning can’t happen. Thinking you can control this person will only put you at a disadvantage with them and get you blocked out. Only being open and balanced will bring the new beginning. Drama in the partnership will trigger their issues to thinking you rather have something else and you’ll abandon them. Put those burdens down by using your better discernment and protecting them from your own troubles. Your hard work is showing to pay off and the happiness is beaming out when presented with this offer. Offering commitment/partnership will create success for you. Happiness once you make the decision to make the offer. You don’t have the funds to start your own path but that’s what you’re slowly moving towards. Stop worrying about your status in society.



It’s good judgement involved to end a partnership and go within yourself for temporary rest and isolation. Blocking out influences that want to pressure you. The truth is you don’t feel stable at the moment. A person is being entitled and burdensome causing you unhappiness. Be gracious and don’t make it dramatic. Slowly you realized this person tries to be manipulative. You want to move forward past what hasn’t worked out. Work, community, and partnerships all seem to be going well but you’re not completely content. You expect to get over this quickly but it’ll take patience, persistence, awareness, and facing your issues to get over it. Bad fortune comes when you don’t do enough quickly enough and think you have all the time in the world it’ll take for you to decide what you want to do. You’d do well to show more respect to others. You’ve decided to stick this out despite them continuously turning it down. Not feeling confident enough in yourself is causing your issues.



Immaturity may have caused someone to not feel as powerful or confident as they once did due to some unfavorable event. You get really happy when independence and financial security is evident for you and someone you’re involved with. Work has been benefiting for you the more you don’t argue or participate in drama. Things may be moving slow for you at the moment but that’s to eliminate future problems and get out of where you are unhappy at now. Options may seem great but it’s keeping you stuck without ending something and leveling up. To make them feel better though you may have to take one for the team and pay for their way to move forward. You get rid of burdens when you decide to go after what you want. Go forward not offering your emotions as it’ll help you get through it easier. In the past you may have thought something wouldn’t have offered you what it did but by staying in and not focusing on much else you’ve gained wealth enough you feel a little more balanced. Your enemy is your addictions. All that hard work and money needs to go to your new beginning not that which keeps you bound. Commit to doing what makes you a Boss.



Worrying too much about others and how to please them instead of yourself is creating the lack of success feeling. Be you. What they said before doesn’t and won’t ever matter unless you choose to let it matter. Alot of trauma and unfair situations have caused mental wounds and cause you to be guarded. Patience and faith will help you. You’re in your head about an offer you’ve been receiving. You’re going to be extremely happy once justice and karma pay you, putting you in a powerful position. You have good intuition and moving past issues you had with being argumentative, because you realize it’s saboteur behavior. You’re more than happy to walk away from someone who lies and manipulates. They can offer money and commitment but there’s no benefiting new beginnings as long as they are bent on staying manipulative and stuck in their old ways. Stare too hard and long wondering why you aren’t as pleased as you expected to be by now and you might lose the things you’re taking for granted. Slow down, focus on offering yourself the best you can without excuses. You can go out without participating in things you don’t like or know are toxic for you. By good judgement and not being dramatic you’ll be offered money for your position in charge which in the past you didn’t think would happen. You haven’t been as profitable as you’d maybe preferred but that cycle is ending. You become happy after not focusing on a relationship before looking to the things you can do to bring yourself balance and confidence. You haven’t felt very abundant or confident but something will happen to end your anxious thoughts and bring you happiness, after a trip or some forward movement happens. The objective is to work towards better communication and less arguing.



A new beginning wasn’t moving forward with a partner because someone was trying too hard to be a player and be unfair and controlling. You are either being let go from something or letting them go. It’ll cause you to feel stuck, anxious, guarded, argumentative, and like you’re not progressing. To be free of guilt you need to be happy with that person in your past moving on and doing well, or atleast accept it. Do not try to manipulate this person with money because they’re not having it. They are happy without you. This was imbalanced because someone was being greedy. They are moving on to something that fulfills them.




Until someone can get balance within their abandonment feelings, insecurities, and past regrets, no new offers will ensue. Your addictions are a burden on you and you should better invest the money into yourself. You can’t see a new beginning without drama because you get petty and caught up in it. This person is beautiful, abundant, and successful, and wants to succeed. They don’t want to deal with situations or people who make them feel like they have to be guarded. Worry about yourself, not what this other person is doing. They’re tired of the lying, the manipulation, the illegal activities, and are just unhappy so they are declining the offer. Someone is paying too much attention to other options anyways and wasting their time.